It snowed this morning! A couple weeks ago, if you’d have asked me if I was happy for the prospect of winter and snow, I would have said no. But now, I am rather excited.

Christmas is just around the corner (and Thanksgiving), NaNoWriMo is over halfway done, my novel passed my other stories in length, and I’m getting used to the idea of staying inside more than normal because of inclement weather.

And the couch by the fire makes a very good place to write. Lots of inspiration. ^_^

NaNoWriMo word count: 28,338 words.
Days left in November: 12.
Words left to write: 21,662 words.

*squee* It will be AWESOME to have another story done. ^_^ I never think this except when I’m in the middle of a project, but writing is hard.

NANOWRIMO IS AWESOME.

I feel like I’m on a roller-coaster, ’cause I’m either really super excited about my writing, or very depressed about it.

But, seriously, this is one of those better days. Let’s celebrate! *throws confetti*

Unfortunately I only write a mass (well, for me) amount of words when I need to catch up. So I’ve never gotten ahead by any significant amount. I mean, take a look at the number of words I’ve written each day since last Saturday:

Saturday: 224 or thereabouts
Sunday: 2500 (to catch up XP)
Monday: 2000 (okay, so I did get ahead that day. Only a little teensy-weensy bit, though, so it doesn’t count)
Tuesday: 0
Wednesday: 3014 (again, to catch up *bops self*)
Thursday (today): 1510-ish

And my grand total of all ten days of NaNoWriMo is (drumroll pleeeeeease!!): 16,671 words. YAAAAAY!

(Just so you know, I am a mere five words above where I absolutely need to be. Lovely. XP)

Day four of NaNoWriMo! I woke up this morning rather awed. I waited three looooooooong months for November, and now it’s passing in a flash.

But I’m much more optimistic about my story than yesterday. I reread my post and thought it rather melancholic. I’m up to 7,002 words, and making progress! Yay! And, I wrote a scene I really like this morning:

I plugged it in again and dialed voicemail.
“Please enter your password,” crackled from the phone.
Uh….
I pressed a couple numbers and waited.
“You have one unheard message. One unheard message, sent July 15th, 10:09 AM.”
I grinned, plunking down on the couch.
“Hey, Chloe, this is Mum–”
I froze, staring at the phone like it was a bomb, ticking down to my demise. Wait, July 15th?
“–sorry about that. I’m gonna need you to call them for me, all right? Oops, I’m gonna have to go…almost ran into the guy in front of me….” She chuckled.
“Anyway, I’ll be back in time for dinner, ‘kay? Talk to you later. Love–” Screams from the recording. Mum gasped and started shouting my name. The roar of something, growing louder and louder….
Her voice–how did I turn it off–I didn’t want to hear her! I pressed a button.
The default female voice came back on. “Message repeated.”
Mum’s voice again. “Hey, Chloe, this is Mum, and I’m at the store, but I forgot–”
No!
I pressed another button with a “beep” from the phone.
“Message saved. Continue to archives?”
I jammed the end call button down before it could take me to the archives and play it all over again.
My heart hammered. The phone slipped from my fingers and thumped on the floor.

For anyone wondering, July 15th is a month and a half before the story starts, the day the heroine’s mother dies.

It, of course, needs some serious help (what rough draft doesn’t? ), and I’ll probably hate it tomorrow and bop myself over the head for posting it on my blog, but yeah. The joys of NaNoWriMo-ing.

Which is really terrible, I know. I feel so badly. Well, maybe not. Because I haven’t written here for a while, so procrastinating one thing means this post actually gets done.

Hey! I have succeeded in convincing myself I’m doing the right thing. Yaaaaaay.

So this is the third day of NaNoWriMo, and I have written 4,144 words. ^_^ That’s pretty good–just around average, I guess. I haven’t reached my word goal for today yet (which is why writing this post is procrastination) but hopefully will soon.

NaNoWriMo is hard. XD Harder than I expected. Or, harder than my excitement allowed me to expect. But, seriously! I have got to get in shape! Cranking out 1,667 words a day isn’t that hard!

I am still not finished with chapter one (the equivalent of day one, since each chapter equals a day) which is rather alarming. It’s stretching on quite a ways. It’ll get a lot shorter when I edit, but for now, I feel like I’m crawling along at a snail’s pace.

I’m also not sure if I’m satisfied with the quality of my writing. Some bits (especially the bits I wrote yesterday) are fine for now, but the majority of what I wrote on November 1st I think I’ll scrap in December. At the moment it’s relatively safe ’cause it’s adding to my word count.

Another thing bugging me is I feel repetitive. Or at the risk of being repetitive. Several things in this story are similar to things in Wanted. A lot of it is drastically different, but I’m still so connected mentally and emotionally to Wanted, I feel like I’m using phrases and concepts I’ve used before. Stealing them, I guess, from something I’ve already written. Bleh.

So there you have it, my ramblings on NaNoWriMo. I’m definitely still pressing on–this story has to get out onto the paper (computer screen) somehow. The end result might be rather messy, but at least it should be edit-able! Something beautiful will come out of this in the end, I hope.

And now–back to my word document! Aaah!